Shopping!!

Hey Ang! We have to go shopping together for wedding attire. Lets see if we can do some more research soon so we can get that part of things out of the way. Yeah!!!

It's gonna be ok...

Ang- I am so sorry to hear you are feeling so bad. But stay strong. You are a strong woman and you know you will overcome this. The school system is not supporting the good ones – and you are definitely one of the good ones. We will find something for you. We will research everything we need to and we'll make the move that is necessary to bring happiness back in your life.

For now, keep breathing. I'll come over this week to wrap gifts. Wednesday night?

Don't worry :)
Love you,
-Pao

The job search is on

No, I haven't quit my job, but I've decided to start looking for a new one. I don't know what's going to happen as of this moment; next year I may simply end up in a different classroom at a different school, but I'm open to more than that. I'd be interested in alternative classrooms, alternative locations, but I'm also interested in exploring other fields that could use my skill sets. This is not an easy decision to make, but I'm thoroughly compelled that life is too short and this is no way to be living. It's one thing to feel challenged at a job, it's another to feel mentally and emotionally demolished every day. I can't stand myself. I'm a sad, depressed, and angry person. I daily want to lash out and strike children. Sounds funny, but it brings me to tears every day to know that it took everything in me to hold back from hurting a child. That's not me. It's not who I want to be. I can't serve anyone this way. In truth, I can hardly get out of bed. Please give me a hand. You all know me. Keep your eyes and ears peeled, and let me know if you hear of any opportunities you think would suit me. I'm ready to have a job where I can feel good about myself and be happy.